Days Like This

"We're adults. When did that happen? And how do we make it stop?"              
                                       -Meredith Grey

I feel like I need to disclose that this is probably going to turn into a rant. Just saying.

As a sophomore in college, I feel like I have lots of responsibilities. While I acknowledge I don't have a job or a family to provide for or anything like that, I feel totally overwhelmed with the choices I am supposed to be making right now. 

As you probably know, I am an education major. I honestly can't see myself doing anything else...right now. But, who knows what I'll feel like doing two years from now? I change my mind almost as often as I change my hair color! I'm spending tons of money to go to school and I'm not even learning how to teach. I discussed this with some friends the other day who are also education majors and they agree. We are basically being thrown into the classroom and told to teach the students. HOW??? We haven't taken any method classes yet and don't have half a clue what the curriculum/standards are. 

I just hate that I'm 19 and have to pretty much decide what I want to do with the rest of my life. What if I don't like it? What if I'm making a mistake? 


Not that I really think I am, but I mean what if? I just wish I could go back to the days when I worried about how to dress my Barbie and when I colored outside the lines. I was so anxious to grow up and now all I can think is 'What the hell was I thinking?'


I would also like to add to this the fact that I am pretty sure the worst drivers ever were on 65 today. Almost no one past Lafayette went over 60. And the limit is 70. Just saying.


That's it :P